44 and number is going up up up

Our lives are always changing, friends come and go but we are still always there for ourselves.  I turned 44 this May and its very telling that I'm no more in my 20s or 30s.  My eyes, my weak eyes that was always blind without glasses or contacts are now needs "old lady" glasses.  Put on more weight than I like, body does tell me that I need to do something.

Kids growing up infront of my eyes slowly but steadily.  You don't notice it daily but when you happen to see a photo of your little baby boy or girl, and now you see them getting their hormonal mood swings.  You know you are getting up there in the number factor.

No matter how,  I treasure all the crazy moments and boring moments.  They are precious and never should be taken for granted. All I want to do is be a good mom.  Having kids who are respectful, hardworking, God fearing (reverance),  beautiful in and out, and most of all HAPPY.  In a few years time (you can use one hand to count), Gilly will be heading for college(I hope), The house dynamics will be forever changed... its scary to think how my family life will be different but all in stride.  Faith, is all we have. Faith that all will be well.

Well, that's all for me today.  My oh so neglected blog...

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